“I write these words in the quiet of an evening that feels like the last breath of a long, exhausted summer. The house is still. Florence sleeps. And I—an old man with paint-dusted memories—feel compelled to gather the fragments of my life before the night carries them away.
I was born in Livorno in 1859, where the sea taught me the ache of longing. It gave me my first hunger—for colour, for horizon, for the unreachable. Even as a child I sensed that beauty was not a possession but a pursuit, a shimmering apparition that invites you forward only to retreat, smiling softly, into the distance.

When I left for Florence, I believed I would learn how to capture the world.
I did not know the world would instead capture me.
Then came Paris, that fevered dream of light and silk possibility. The salons where laughter floated like perfume, the wide boulevards trembling with life, the women whose steps left echoes of elegance on the air. I was young, hungry, trembling with a desire I could not name, except to say it was the desire to touch—through art—the very soul of beauty.

Ah, the women.
How they entered my life like constellations, each one brilliant, unreachable, and burning with her own light.

Their faces were maps of tenderness and danger. Their complexions—smooth as petals, warm as whispered secrets—drove me to the edge of obsession. I touched my brush to colour as one might touch lips to the skin of a beloved: gently at first, then with a devotion that threatened to undo me.

But it was their eyes that enslaved me.

Those eyes…
They were the pages on which they wrote their truths, and I, foolish man, read every word. Some eyes held me like a promise; others like a farewell. A few were so clear, so luminous, that I feared to paint them—afraid my hand would tremble and reveal too much of my longing.

I remember one woman—her name I shall not write, for it still trembles inside me like a candle not yet extinguished. She sat by the window, the afternoon light resting on her shoulder like a lover. When she looked at me, the world dropped away. “Do you wish to see me as I am,” her gaze asked, “or as you desire me to be?”

I did not know the answer. I still do not.
Her eyes were deep enough to drown in, and I let myself sink without resistance. Every painter dreams of capturing truth; I merely sought to capture that moment when truth and beauty become indistinguishable. If I succeeded even once, it was because of her.

My age—the soft rustle of gowns, the perfume of violets, the hush of rooms where secrets floated like dust in morning light—has vanished. Long gone. The world now moves too quickly, speaks too loudly, feels too little. But I remember. Oh, I remember everything: the sweep of silk, the quiver of a smile, the tremble in my chest when the woman before me lifted her eyes and allowed me to see the unguarded part of her soul.

These portraits the world admires… they are not mine.
They belong to the women who lent me their beauty and to the sadness that always followed it.

For desire is not merely wanting.
It is the fear of losing.
It is the knowledge that all things slip away.
Perhaps that is why I painted them with such reverence.
I was not celebrating their beauty;
I was begging it to stay.

Now, as my hand trembles and the days grow small, I confess to these pages what I never dared confess aloud:
Every portrait was a love I could not speak.
Every gaze I captured was a heartbeat I feared to forget.
Every stroke of colour was my plea to time itself:
Let her remain. Let this moment live. Let beauty endure.

But time is deaf.
And so I leave these words hidden, folded among these fading papers, for whoever may one day open them. Know that the women I painted—those shimmering beings of a gentler century—were not merely subjects to me.
They were the stars by which I navigated my entire life.
And though the world has changed, their eyes still shine in the silent chambers of my memory, bright as the last light on the sea of my childhood.
If you look closely at my portraits, you may see them too.
And if you feel your heart tighten just a little, then you will understand why I spent a lifetime chasing beauty:
Not to possess it,
but to love it
even as it slipped, shimmering,
through my fingers.”
AFTERWORD
Going over the pictures I had included in my post on the Belle Epoque exhibition we saw recently at Pisa’s Palazzo Blu, I realised that I had gathered more photographs of the paintings of one artist: Vittorio Matteo Corcos. Why? The obvious answer was simply that I liked him. Several think he was rather chocolate-boxy, and perhaps he did verge upon that description — but what chocolates they were, and how exquisitely fine.
Vittorio Matteo Corcos was born in Livorno and became greatly admired in his lifetime. Yet, as happens so often to artists who shine brightly while they live, his reputation dimmed after his death, only now rising again as the whole age in which he worked is being rediscovered and revalued.

What do I enjoy when I look at Corcos’s art? His brushwork, miraculous in its delicacy, ranges from the tiniest photograph-like details to impressionistic sweeps that shimmer like fleeting light. His subjects are equally varied, from girls and women in salon interiors to figures wandering the countryside. His women — but what women! They smoulder with quiet seduction.

Consider the way the girl’s back, on the right of this pair, curves sensuously into the fashionable bustle of the eighteen-eighties. Belle Epoque fashions, with their tight corseted waists and flowing silks and draperies, tempt like houris summoned from some languid dream. Behold the skill with which he paints the faint veil brushing the arms of this beauty

Yet Corcos could also embrace the new fashions that followed the massacre of the First World War, that cataclysm which swept away the elegance and grace of la Belle Epoque as if wiping a fresco from a wall.
Here, then, are aristocratic flappers, reinventing style and fashion for the new woman.


But Corcos had foreseen this new woman long before — independent, unbound from impeding skirts and strict corsets — in an earlier work, The Dream. This, perhaps his most famous painting, shows a young woman sitting provocatively cross-legged on a bench, with a straw boater resting to her right. Provocative indeed: in her time it was considered improper, even daring, for a woman to sit with her legs in such a posture.

Corcos — not one of the great masters, perhaps — yet certainly one of the most gifted, capable of capturing the eternal feminine in all her radiance: in her expressions, in her desire to present herself beautifully, in her aspirations, her hopes, her moments of dejection, and her innate and unfailing grace. How did he manage it so well? Perhaps his own words reveal the secret: “If I’ve got my subject’s eyes right, then everything else that follows flows easily.” And indeed, when one meets the gaze of those eyes, even for a single heartbeat, one is immediately ensnared — for surely, as the poet reminds us, the eyes are the doorway to the soul.




























































































































